So I volunteered to watch my god children this weekend. 3 and 5. I haven't been the best god mother. I haven't seen them since April, and I've been out of touch with the god mother. So you'd think I'd be excited! Lots of energy to see and play with them? All sorts of activities to plan?
No, no, no. They are actually here running around, constantly asking me questions, losing attention of the planned activities that I have set-up. And I just asked myself, “when can I drop them off”? I mean they are really beautiful, loveable girls, but it’s been one and a half hours, and I feel exhausted already!! What’s wrong with me? I’m thinking I’m just not mother material. They were cute for the first half hour, now they’re more like little untrained puppies, that I have to watch 24/7 (but at least potty trained, lol!) I’m disappointed in myself. I don’t think I’ll be ready to be a full time mother anytime soon :-(
